dying post..

was with her.. now shes gone. i have developed a sincere sense of attitude to which made me better. if not for me then we wouldn't be like this. if not for me then we would be happy. im a schmuck, a loser ten times the best loser ever. i wanted to return the time, make a major arrangements of my doings. i am suffering because of my self induced whatever you call that pride and dumbness prick. i am a nobody, who wants to be known but cant even be good for the one he loves. if this is my last blog for this account.. then, i would bid farewell to this once so happy account. goodbye happy blog.. goodbye memories.. if we meet again, then il be better. you'll see.. for you il do it better than the best.